I can’t let go I see you no matter where I look (My crumbling heart) I can’t hide Baby for one minute, one second I can’t let go I hear your voice no matter where I go (My broken heart) I can’t breathe Baby for one minute, one second Even for one moment, one minute, one second
You said you were having a bad hair day You said your eyes were puffy, and fell back asleep Sulking, I silently took off my jacket, Picked up the phone and ordered take out Closed the curtain, and without knowing how many hours passed Watching DVD’s (Just you and me) The sound of your breath as you leaned against my shoulder I thought that it was a good thing we didn’t go out
Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me I unexpectedly remember the jokes that you made and I fall apart Moments that are really no big deal upset me I suddenly remember the faces that you used to make and I break apart
I can’t let go I see you no matter where I look (My crumbling heart) I can’t hide Baby for one minute, one second (Even if time stops, my heart stops) I can’t let go I hear your voice no matter where I go (My broken heart) I can’t breathe Baby for one minute, one second Even for one moment, one minute, one second
No matter where you went, at the bar right at the corner When you sat in your little corner You laid your hands on top of each other on your left leg When you were tired and yawned, you kept the tears you wiped away And you would smile like an idiot, showing the dimples in your two cheeks Whenever you drank water The pinky that you raised The glossy black hair that could blind I thought your clumsy chopstick skills were charming Your full lips, I hoped it would be forever
This is lov to the e This autobiographical memory twists my heart Flips me upside down, with never ending tears See love could shake a hurricane The raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop The little memories Like how this glass of alcohol becomes empty, our small memories became transparent Even though I try to bring it back The memories of us I can never make it again Like yesterday night’s dream it’s so clear, but it’s gone (damn)
I can’t let go I see you no matter where I look (My crumbling heart) I can’t hide Baby for one minute, one second (Even if time stops, my heart stops) I can’t let go I hear your voice no matter where I go (My broken heart) I can’t breathe Baby for one minute, one second Even for one moment, one minute, one second
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second) Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second) Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second) I can’t let go
I can’t let go (The whisper that takes my breath away) For one moment (Our sweet secrets) For us who is as sad as our love was beautiful (Can my tears still remember you?)
I can’t let go (Our quirks and habits) For one moment (The beautiful moments) Still for one moment For one minute, one second
We can’t go back (For one minute, one second)
Umbrella
My ankles start to sink in the rain My eyes start to sink in tears I once held back I cry
Ticking of clock in empty room Noise of rain kissing the roof Wearing that coat for first time in a while, a ring in the pocket memory seeps through the fingers
Coming out into Seoul's night, it's been some days Puddle becomes a small mirror In that I stumble along, cos it hurts Without you, I'm like a chair with an odd leg
Umbrella that was small for two of us That seemed like an island in a cold world It's now too big and awkward My left shoulder always used to be drenched Burdened by memory, I drop my head, there Shoelaces are undone as if they're chucked away But there's only rain and wind around, no, no-one to hold the umbrella up for me, and I cry
My ankles start to sink in the rain My eyes start to sink in tears I once held back I cry
You're an umbrella over my head Night with cold rain dripping on my shoulders You being beside me became a habit of mine I can't go on without you, alone in the rain
Puddles of heaven's tears on the ground Moon that shines through star-covering clouds Lonesome noises from shoes along the alley I turned around, anxious, it was only an echo of mine Shadow that looked just like myself We couldn't see each other, us Are we separated, at last? I draw an answer drawing in mind, and the answer, I smudge them
Umbrella that was too big in my eyes, that unfolded from the world that made me cry that blossomed with everlasting promise Now, it's torn up above two broken hearts You'd never be there even if I turn around My hands would be deep in my pockets Wherever I freely walk around, my cheeks Will soak up too easily, even in a drizzle
My ankles start to sink in the rain My eyes start to sink in tears I once held back I cry
You're an umbrella over my head Night with cold rain dripping on my shoulders You being beside me became a habit of mine I can't go on without you, alone in the rain
I've opened up, the door to my heart, You're an umbrella above my head Your shadow is my shade, You're an umbrella above my head I've opened up, the door to my heart, You're an umbrella above my head Your shadow is my shade, You're an umbrella above my head
As you are no longer beside me... You used to wait outside my window with an umbrella I cry
You're an umbrella over my head Night with cold rain dripping on my shoulders You being beside me became a habit of mine I can't go on without you, alone in the rain (I need you back in my life)
You're an umbrella over my head Night with cold rain dripping on my shoulders Without you beside me, the world's only a half You can't go on without me Forever in the rain
i'm thao or just call me amber if you want. i'm goofy, crazy and lovely, depends on which angle you look at me. Thanks for dropping by and don't be startled by my insanity..